Words of Torah
Your Mistakes Do Not Define Your Worth: A Powerful Lesson in Returning to Hashem
No matter how far we have fallen, the door to return is always open
- Dr. Ariel Kaduri
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A college lecturer held up a 200-shekel bill and asked his students, “Who would like this bill?”
Immediately, every hand went up.
The lecturer began crumpling the bill in front of them until it was crushed into a small ball. Then he asked again, “Who still wants it?”
Despite its sorry condition, every hand went up once more.
Then he dropped the bill onto the floor, stepped on it with his shoe, and ground it into the ground.
“Now, who still wants the bill?” he asked, picking up the dirty, badly crumpled note.
Of course, all the hands went up again.
The lecturer looked at his students and said, “Did you notice that no matter what I did to this bill, you still wanted it? It didn’t matter how crumpled or dirty it became. Its value remained exactly the same: 200 shekels.”
A Personal Reflection
There are times in life when we fall, stumble, and find ourselves trapped in situations of our own making. Sometimes those falls are very deep, we make choices we regret, or we disappoint ourselves and others. We may reach a point where we feel ashamed and worthless, wondering: How can I possibly look upward? How can I raise my eyes to Heaven after what I have done?
Know this: In the eyes of the Creator, each of us is like that banknote. Our fundamental worth never disappears.
You may have fallen, and you may have disappointed yourself and others. You may feel battered, “dirty,” and completely “crumpled” by the choices you have made and the places you have reached.
But you will always remain a child of the Creator.
You can always lift your head toward Heaven and know that Hashem is waiting for you. No matter how far you have fallen, the possibility of returning remains.
Your mistakes may have changed where you are, but they have not erased who you are. You forever remain precious in Hashem’s eyes.

